Disaster Date

January 31st 2009-

Last night i went out on a date with the guy i met through K-leigh, i was so excited about it. He picked me up and i could just tell he was not my type. Now I'm very picky so i thought i could put everything i didn't like aside, but i just couldn't. I began to realise this just wont work, my night was terrible and long. We hung out with his friend and his girlfriend they were nice but i just couldn't deal with Everett. It seemed like he was trying to hard to impress me. Even though he was nice i just couldn't deal! I need a bit of a bad boy and this guy wouldn't even hurt a fly. I had to pretend i was sick most of the night i felt bad but I had no choice. During my date i got a text from Ross he is such a sweet guy i said i wouldn't go on a date with him before because again I'm extremely picky, but when i was out with Everett i realised i would much rather be with Ross so now we have a date on Friday! I'm learning that everything doesn't have to be perfect that maybe i should just let someone who cares about me into my life. I'm excited for this date I know it wont be perfect and that what i want.

I still have heard nothing from my sister, i tried talking to her but no reply. I think DJ is done talking about i guess he and Courtney met up to talk and she told him there was another guy she is interested in. Its terrible!