Just Relax

February 3rd 2009-

In the last couple days I have been taking time to just think about me!:) I have been catching up on my reading I have a list of books waiting for me. Although things have been good for me, I'm a bit upset with myself I just started smoking again regularly. I'm still doing good in school and actually going to school. Its hard to leave everything you know so it helps me cope with life. I guess some people can say its not addictive and its a choice, which it a choice but my brain craves it. I guess its just a habit? I don't know but what ever it is it makes me feel good and able to go through things in life. Some people play basketball, or box or any activity to relieve stress and I have found mine, Mary Jane! I don't think right now is the time for me to fully change.